© accioloki
posted 3 weeks ago | 32

I can’t tell if my situation is making me more depressed, or if my depression is making my situation unbearable.

posted 1 month ago | 1

The internet needs a breathalyzer.

I shouldn’t have posted that stuff.

posted 1 month ago | 2
Anonymous whispered:I just saw your post about moving to 13 different cities in your lifetime and I just wanted to say that you're not alone. I'm only in 9th grade and so far I have moved 11 times. Just wanted you to know there are people here for you if you need us 

Thank you.
I always wish when people ask me “why’d you transfer colleges?” that I had an answer other than “my father made me.”
Because people don’t understand what it’s like to grow up in a house where you’re terrified to go home each day, where you’re terrified of your parents, where even after you turn 18 they control your life just because you fear them.

posted 1 month ago | 0
zero-is-perfect whispered:I'm really sad for whatever is making you upset, and I know it may be no consolation but I'm about to finish my first bottle of the night. I've followed your blog for a long time now and I really do love it. 

Thanks love, that’s actually really nice to hear. Do you have a kik or anything?

posted 1 month ago | 1

My sorority sisters told me that I was no longer welcome as their pledge.
I thought I’d finally found a family.
I was honest about all the moving I’ve had to do, from town to town and college to college. Apparently last night they decided as a group that all the moving and switching means I can’t commit to anything.

I have lived in 13 different cities in my life time. I was 7 years old the first time I felt an aching inside me, that I just wanted to go home. I wish that they knew that I’d do anything to know what or where home was.

All these years later, I’m still lost and looking for a family.

posted 1 month ago | 0
    Been all around the world and as a matter of fact, there’s only one place left I wanna go….
posted 1 month ago | 4

I haven’t posted in forever because I’ve been doing so well but tonight everything fell to pieces.
I’m never going to be able to run or dance or rock climb ever again. Not if I want to walk again.
What I thought was my family threw me out this evening.
And after over 18 months clean, I relapsed to self destruction.
And I’m about to finish this bottle.

posted 2 months ago | 0
Anonymous whispered:I'm so proud of you 

Thank you!

posted 2 months ago | 0
Anonymous whispered:Happy Birthday lovely. xo 

Thanks doll

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